18 week, babyupdate

So the first trimester is a behind me, and I'm starting to feel like me again....a rounder, more exhausted me, but it's better then the me living in the bathroom sleeping 16 hours a day me.

    I feel like I'm going to get so fat,because right now all I want to do is eat like today,what I ate: 3 Clementine oranges, 2 bananas, a bowl of Lucky Charms , a 6oz bag of trail mix, baked ziti, carrot cake,  3 real fruit ice pops, an orange sherbet cream pop, two slices of  pizza, and a pack of blueberry pop tarts. I guess that's not so bad spaced out in the day, but I'm use to eating one meal a day. I'm trying just to be happy I can eat more then  oatmeal, and not think about weight I'm going to put back on. I lost 60lbs once, I can do it again,  I've only gained 10lbs in 18 weeks, but most of that has been over the past month, I keep telling myself some of it is baby, a lot of it is bloating worry about dieting when the baby is here. I wish I could have dropped another 40 lbs before my ovulation cycle decided to work, but I don't make the rules with PCOS. 

   In about 10 hours I have an OB appointment, and if my duckling is cooperative, I'll find out boy or girl, I've never been so excited for a doctor appointment. I truly don't care about the sex of the baby, all I want is a healthy baby, but I'd like to know for shopping, and names. 

That's all I've got for now, it's about 1:30Am and all I can think of is sleep.

Cheers

Sari