Apparently, somewhere in this is my baby girl's face, I can sort of see it... My love says "just use your imagination" but mostly I find it kind of creepy...adorable but creepy. Our second try at her anatomy scan went better then the first, but we're still missing parts of her head,so we get to go back for scan number three. I don't mind getting an ultrasound once a mouth, as long as they keep finding she's doing well, and just being suborn. It was really cute how they would try to scan the back of her head, and she would snuggle down as to say "Leave me alone it's nap time!" Reminded me waking Daddy up to go to work.
I love feeling her move ! Her kicks are getting stronger, and more frequent; it's a feeling I don't think I'll ever get over being startled by. Tonight, I was watching TV and had my cell phone laying on my belly, and it started bouncing. I'm kind of sad I was the only one to see it, it was an amazing moment for me.
Mothers day just passed, I tried to contact bio mom, but she seems to have diapered, again. She left me a comment , on Facebook about a month ago, when I found out Riley was a girl saying "Congratulations, You'll be a great mom." It took a lot of effort not to reply "Better then you." I don't know why I feel I need to have lower expectations of her , then I do of other people simply because she gave birth to me. Another person would hurt me like she has, I'd never talk to them again....oh well enough of that ...Whatever...Sari
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